sooo its been almost 3 months and me and jeremy have had our bumps in the road but over all, I love him with every inch of my heart and my feelings for him are stronger than ever. There was a point in time where i didnt care as much but I realize he has given me everything he has to give.. he tells me that im his everything and that without me he'd be nothing. Needless to say, I feel the same. <3

wow.
um.
so i dont really know where to start.. this weekend was absolutely incredible; im so glad i stayed home from cedar point. I met a boy named Jeremy & we seriously think we're like soulmates or something lol. I know it sounds a bit crazy.. actually it sounds REALLY fucking crazy, especially coming from ME. But theres so many signs & shit and we get complimented in public by random people. It's amazing, I feel so secure with him by my side.. No one really understands it but we pretty much are falling [very quickly] for eachother and we've both decided that there's absolutely no reason to prevent it; I'm soo glad I found someone who is equally compatible for me.. we think EXACTLY alike.. like we can finish eachothers sentances & stuff. idk its pretty amazing so im like most definitely stoked about it. ahhh i just cant get him off my mind. its ridiculous. he totally like filled the hole inside my heart.. (whoa cheesy but true).. mkay so moving on ummmm.. well thats pretty much all i wantd to say.

So I decided to make a new livejournal because my old one had a bunch of shit in it that I didn't want to look back on..



Umm lets see.. so last night me and alex talked on the phone until 5:30 in the morning (which resulted into me hanging up on him 10 times) & now all of the sudden he "doesnt know what he wants." So apparently the 3 hour phone conversation meant absolutely nothing. whatever. I basically told him that he's wasting my time and we're not on the same level. Soo. yeah.


.. and to make my night worse, Ryan messaged me on myspace saying he tried calling me and he doesnt know why he still calls me all the time.. i dont know why he tries to make this so hard on me.



WHATEVER.
TECHFEST IS ON SATURDAY AND IM FUCKING STOKEDDDDD!!!
HELL YEAH. im going with all my favorites <333 :)
pretty much the whole world is going haha; so hopefully i'll have the hook-ups to all the after-parties ;)

.. oh and apparently im going to cedar point on sunday&monday butttt i MIGHT just stay home and have a huge ass party because people have been begging me lately to throw another party. Probably because my parties are always fucking crazy as hell/amazing. <3


.. and uh if i do have another party im not inviting random myspace dudes cause Keith will fucking beat the shit out of them if they act up.. hahah i fucking love that kid. <333